The quandry of free will

Take a deep breath
take it any which way
anywhere you want;
or let it take you
inside out
opening into space
wider than you can dream.
Let it soften your will
while your bones grow supple and strong
ready to bear
the weight of gravity
whatever comes
and goes
like this moment
held safe by the constant motion
of waves against this foreign shore
everything wet
like the inside of my body
no words to tell
of all I have become.