There's holes inside that make me who I am, I'm scared that if you get too close, you'll fall right in and disappear there. Like I did.
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
First there is the time and the space but more than that the need,
("What is your burning desire?"), to be.
you taught me the pleasures of darkness, to let my eyes close and still see,
Leaning into the stillness I gather the sweet strength from the inside of everything.
Where alone becomes all one -
and when the lights come on I discover you were with me all along.
Somehow I strayed from the path,
just a small misturn while my mind was somewhere else
I thought I could retrace it but first I wondered where it went.
And I am lost but for now unconcerned, because everywhere is connected somehow right?
The world of flux and change gathers me closer, and further than I thought it could.
and it gets so dark so quick,
I want to phone you to come get me but I can no longer see my hand.
No longer sure if I exist at all,
Until I open my eyes and awaken to another dream of light.
Image: What Light dreams by Koh Sang Woo
Monday, November 22, 2010
I used to be one of those people who could use the word love with certainty- I knew what it was.
That it was good,
that it was everything,
that it was all that mattered and all that ever would.
And now I'm not so sure of anything,
even if for that,
I should thank or fear you.
Friday, November 19, 2010
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
It doesn't matter about me, I wanted to be invisible, so I could sneak in close and stroke your soul, without you even knowing I'm here.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Monday, November 8, 2010
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Your salt and sweat speak a new language against my own tongue.
The feelings thick and sweet catch heavy in my heart,
Coughing up feathers full of birds that don't know how to sing.
The scent of your pleasure overwhelms the stars
swooning dizzily around my head and about again.
And I fall down, surrender to the world that you deserve to win.