Wednesday, April 25, 2012

Life's betrayal

breathing sleeping dreaming in
my body breaking 
for all the mess
the sounds and the smells too close to be my own anymore
desire itself
of and for being 
here and there 
and everywhere
as you kiss me 
and my skull caves in.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

Deaths Ghost

lurching through hallways
The wheels go clunk
and everything
I do wrong
is wrong
an unforgivable unlovable feeling
of my immeasurable sadness
closing her fingers around my heart
sure at last
of the one thing
I never wanted to know.

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Godless Promise

Let me fall down
and my heart break
so that the world can get all the way inside me.
Let me let go of holding on
and sadness frame this grief
without your name.

And I will love the life of my death
all the way back from eternity to you,
to the time the clocks will never tell
disordered perfectly
as if nothing always happened
just like this.