Oxyfuckingmoron
still both too late and too early
but the fact that I flinch is more reflex than choice.
I understand what I want to hear
and want it to mean everything
to everybody
but mostly I just want you
all of you absofuckinglutely.
I want to speak clearly once if only to myself here
how this feels
Hashing over questions I doubt I'll ever have the nerve to ask
like wondering, since I am already old
how in hell I'm going to ever grow up.
a prudish amorality
ReplyDeleteI can identify with this
I never grew up because
it seemed wrong to.
Just call me baby :)
Rivercat, thank you for making me smile!
ReplyDeleteI thought no one would comment here cause it sounds a bit angry with all the swearing and all.
xo Baby :)