These are just words, the truth is how you make me feel.
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Deaths Ghost
lurching through hallways
The wheels go clunk
and everything
I do wrong
is wrong
an unforgivable unlovable feeling
of my immeasurable sadness
closing her fingers around my heart
sure at last
of the one thing
I never wanted to know.
washed white in the sweetened air like the way you always are now spilling into black and white giving life what life gave so touched this last ride this time I had to hide
It's quite a lot.. it seems excruciating, I remained mum after reading this. I was wondering what significance does this background the 'Om' holds for you?
often we try to avoid unpleasant feeling, but sometimes we just need to recognise they have their own strange beauty and wisdom.
Beyond, "OM" means a lot to me, and then maybe also nothing. I used to chant it every day for 15 minutes before meditation. It can be representative of a divine or cosmic power that pervades all of existence; or the very core of the energy of myself or of life itself. It is a very powerful presence and vibrational energy.
this post makes me feel confused and sad.
ReplyDeleteI hope you are alright.
washed white in the sweetened air
ReplyDeletelike the way you always are now
spilling into black and white
giving life what life gave
so touched this last ride
this time I had to hide
It's quite a lot.. it seems excruciating, I remained mum after reading this.
ReplyDeleteI was wondering what significance does this background the 'Om' holds for you?
often we try to avoid unpleasant feeling, but sometimes we just need to recognise they have their own strange beauty and wisdom.
ReplyDeleteBeyond, "OM" means a lot to me, and then maybe also nothing.
I used to chant it every day for 15 minutes before meditation. It can be representative of a divine or cosmic power that pervades all of existence; or the very core of the energy of myself or of life itself. It is a very powerful presence and vibrational energy.